Apr 30, 2010

perfect light.

i feel like i'm holding a flower. one that i don't want to tear. one that is too beautiful to hold up to the wind, in fear of the peddling away. i don't want to hurt people. i don't want to be the catalyst for a series of incandescent days, only illuminated by a false hope of light. i want to be the light. i want to be the true, change. [that which is] different. 'tis true that we live in a world with false promises. people do it every day. i'd like to consider myself distant from that category, apart from the norm. i can only share my words in hopes of reality, in hopes the very words i speak won't be taken lightly, nor without belief. it's impossible to live perfectly, without blemish. yet, through these mere scars of human imperfections, something beautiful arises. perhaps something like a flower.
i shall pick.

Apr 2, 2010

personal.

I've been reflecting on some personal changes that i've made over the past year or so, and i'm really liking it.
Change is good. Unless it's a change for the worse, but that's another story.
I've lost 30 pounds since Jan. 1st. Stoked about that.
January 1st i declared to myself that 2010 would be a great year. I made a declaration in my project:365 that i "started off the year right with life changes, not resolutions, life changes."
And i plan to continue. I don't plan on stopping. I've been healthier, i've been more energetic. But more so, my personal walk with God has become deeper and stronger. I've witnessed more. I've prayed more. I've read my bible more. [than i ever have]. I've run farther (literally). I just have developed more responsibility, courage, boldness, leadership, etc. This isn't me bragging. This is me blogging to myself and commenting on how i'm doing with my personal goal of making 2010 a great [not good], but great year.
I'm on my way.